wat a day..

had a looooooooooonnnngggg day last nite. started class at 10 am but i was here since 9 am. and had discussion with him until 9:30pm! and had dinner with him..reached home at 12 noon.

well..yes, i agree that im hepi with him. we teased each other. we laughed. he's a very ambitious person.
we have similarities actually, just notice recently. we both take challenges, finish watever we hv started regardless how long we hv to spend the time. we are individualistic where we hv self focus, we knw wat we want. and wat we want is diffrnt that others.

knowing him and his characters, it's pretty difficult to understand his meanings. what he tried to convey..ke aku yg perasan? hahahahahaha...adessss...gina gina..

hehehe..aku suka la kt dia

aku suka kt dia. dia lecturerku. dia seorang lelaki yg penuh karisma. ada gaya. dan pandai.of coz la pandai kan..ceo.but he's married. happily married? i hope not! hahahahah...jahat kan..

seharian aku duk angau kt dia. camne tu...hmmmmmmm...makin susah la aku nak carik laki...haaaiihhh

takde rezeki kot

rasanya dah bnyk resume aku anta utk articleship ngan keje. satu pun takde reply..sigh..takde rezeki kot..pelik kan..dorang kata kami ni in demand. masalahnya ..berbekalkan cifp ni pun, tak mampu utk menjual diri kami.sigh..

the motherhood that i longed for

my little puteri

sepi?

sepi ke aku?

tanpa dia bernama lelaki, tanpa dia yg bergelar kekasih,suami.
ntah la..aku sepi.aku akui. tp dlm masa yg sama, aku tak berjumpa lagi dgn si dia.
dan hati aku tak terbuka utk lelaki. ntah laaa...

Live: Czech Republic 1-3 Portugal - C.Ronaldo Shot!!

now i realize RONALDO is damn hot!!!! of coz, he has talent and skill.

terima kasih lis

lis, my takaful classmate threw a simple lunch party. she got pd for the subject.

n we r hepi 4 her so..we asked her to pay our lunch. boleh plak macam tu kan? hahahha.. but she's a nice person. a very humble pretty lady.

thank u lis, semoga murah rezeki dan dipanjangkan umur hendaknya.

alhamdullilah..i found her

alhamdullilah..aku jumpa PUTERI. abah did actually, on his way home from surau this morning. i was hepi but she changed. a bit.

My letter @ Berita Harian

click http://www.bharian.com.my/Current_News/BH/Friday/Surat/20080606001229/Article/index_html. my letter about Takaful was published today!

the day i lost my puteri

ya allah, pulangkan puteri ku. aku jaga dia sprt anak ku. jelas lagi hari aku jumpa dia. aku amek dia dlm rumput. comel sgt. she was so tiny. i fed her with warm water. and she fell asleep. peacefully. maybe she was too tired, she only got up the next day. the next day she sucked my finger and i cried! i knw she longed for milk.
so i decided to prepare milk, using the bottle my sis's fren gave her. i used anlene milk. i didnt hv money 2 buy cat's milk. she accepted that without much perangai. i kept her in blanket to keep her warm. few days later, she started to walk around. i cudnt let her roaming around the garage so i kept her in the house. my parents said;" she's a female,she may give birth in future".

i replied;" she's so small, i cant ignore her.she cant take care of herself". so i decided to keep her. n she grew up so fast. she became the cutest kitten i ever have. she is so playful.she brings cheer to the family. d bond later connected btwn mama,abah n her. they call themselves atuk n nenek. hw sweet is that.

puteri is so gorgeous. she played with johny. she plays with almost everything around her. she cant remain idle. i love her with all my heart.
but this morning, she was missing.someone took her. i knw it..i fed her, she drank milk, she walked out..an 5 minutes later she's gone.

im so distraught. im so sad. i really am. i cried since morning until now. i miss her. everyone does. puteri, balik laaa..pulangkan puteriku.puteri is more than a cat to me. she's my soul. she makes and keeps me hepi. she tot im her mummy. she cried in the middle of nite asking for milk and i did for her.

ya allah, bantu la aku. pulangkan la puteriku.

kesian putih

aku tau putih tertekan.

dia makin lama makin berubah. makin mental aku nmpk.

kak ina mintak maaf putih, kak ina terpaksa. kak ina tau putih sedih. umah kita dah takde pasir..takde tanah.umah kita dah kecik.

putih sabar je la ye..

aku marah!!!

" pegi mampus laa"

minyak naik lagi!

giler!!!

pak lah memang giler! jahat! kejam! blardy fucking off..78 sen increase?

r u out of ur mind,pak lah? we r not like u. we dun have tht bg allowance. our pay is small..the inflation is high.

ya allah...tabah kan hati kami semua ya allah..

Poor the poors

seriously, it gives me headache when i think abt how bad the situation will be when the new price of oil will be announced in August. currently, ppl see the sharp increase in rice price. when i did my groccery shopping last week, i was damn surprised to see the price of beras vietnam (rm44 from rm29!!!) for 10kg pack. d one that considered the cheapest beras siam wangi (fragrant thai rice) at the price of rm30 from rm21!!!

and yesterdy, they said the price of processed chicken is also increased. allahuakbar...ya allah..tabahkan lah hati hamba2 mu yang dihimpit masalah kewangan.

Minyak oh Minyak

tak habis2 isu kenaikan harga minyak.

katanya bulan august ni, naik harga minyak 40 sen. datuk shahrir kata, ia akan berlaku selepas penyusunan model subsidi yg diberikan pd rakyat. i like the idea with the interest to help the poors. however, my concern, other than the poors are the average JOEs. those who are the middle income earners. like me. like my sister.my family members. those who earn less than rm4000 per month who live in KL with numbers of dependents; own family + parents+ siblings.

while it is noble to help the poors but this group cannt be overlooked either. the increase, will definitely hit our daily expense. it costs me more than rm200 for monthly groceries. with my monthly scholarship allowance of rm2000, i'll be likely to cut my spending on my own stuff. honestly, i hardly buy shoes and clothes since i pay for house.sigh.

JT oh JT!!