The day i feel like to murder someone

i hate her.

i am hepi

alhamdullilah..ti offers me a job.well,kinda..

i hope i can get 3k. ok la ..better than nothing.in this environment..nothing much i can ask kan..

hw can i get tht amount?

i need a job that can support my financial committments. it's no longer financial needs but it's financial committment. ya allah, i beg 4 ur mercy.

sampai hati mama

sampai hati mama tak pandang muka aku tadi..apa salah aku? sbb aku tak balik kg?

for god sake..she hardly can understand my situation. it's nt because of cats!!!

i want to go..i do..but all i said is..we need to come home by 6pm or 7pm.and she said...im lembik!! im far much lembik compared to akak..

allhuakbar...sedihnya hati aku..tersinggungnya hati aku..allah saja yg tahu..

she cant undrstand y akak always fall sick..wht's d point of going everywhere but d impact is on our body?our wirk?our quality time?

and gudnesss, i want to go home early bcoz my workplace is far..bukan dkt sungai besi,mama..all u need is to imagine, standing in the packed trains (TRAINS) FOR 1 HOURS MORNING AND EVENING EVERYDAY...and walk..and waiting for cab..and waiting for van..it's all..eating up myself..
mama...nape mama bencikan adik sgt...nape mama?

my life as trainee

it wasnt as gud as i hope. tht's d fact. im lucky though they look me up high as im an INCEIF graduate. tht's d plus point. but the not so best part is they tot im snobbish. so they ignore me. well, tht's fine with me.

but the travel is really a problem to me. man, it's damn far. i've to get up as early as 6:15am. stand for more than 1 hr each every morning and evening in trains. d thing is..i've to go to masjid jamek and passed bangsar area..which is abt 10 minutes drive from my hse.

wow...this is a very painful experience. at the end of this, i really hope it is worth more than i ever experienced before. it teaches me preserverance..it teaches me patience and it teaches me to be an independent person who wants the best for herself and the industry. i cant simply let the things as it will be.

it is me who wnts to be in the industry.

to every girl..

To every girl that
dresses cute, not skanky.

To every girl who
wants to be called beautiful, not hot.

To every girl that will spend her whole day
looking for the perfect present for you.

To every girl who gets her heart
broken, because he chose that bitch instead

To every girl that would die
to have a decent boyfriend.

To every girl who would just once like
to be treated like a princess.

To every girl that cries at night
because of another heartbreak.

To every girl that won't get down on her knees
and open her mouth just to get a boyfriend.

To every girl that
just wants to hold hands.

To every girl that
kisses him with meaning.

To every girl who
just wishes he cared more.

To every girl who would just once want a guy to give
their jacket up when they are cold.

To every girl who
just wants him to call.

To every girl who lies
awake at night thinking about him.

To every girl that
just wants to cuddle.

To every girl that
just wants to sleep with him without having sex.

To every girl that is SCARED to put her heart
out there again, because she has been HURT
too many times or so badly.

To every girl who shows how much
she cares and gets nothing back.

To every girl that thought
'maybe this one could be the one'.

To every girl that laughs at stupid stuff
when she actually doesn't think it is funny.

To every girl who is just looking for that one
and only and is having a rough time along the way.

To every girl that has been cheated on,
because she's not a slut who gives it up to any guy.

To every girl that doesn't want a guy who
just plays with her emotions but actually cares
about how she feels.

To every girl who wants
words backed up with actions.

To every girl that fell for all the lies
only to find themselves alone in the end.

To every girl that gave her heart away
to have it shoved back in her face.

To every girl that has faith that 'tomorrow will be a better day.'

And it will be.

she hates me...

mama hates me as i cant give her money this month. i feel so sad. cant she even think hw i feel? cant she thinks my situation now?

i dun do this purposely. i hv no decent cloth to wear. adik takde baju kurung, mama.bukan adik sengaja tak nak bg mama duit. adik takde duit. ADIK TAKDE DUIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DEPRESSNYA AKU.....................................

kalau ada jodoh

aku senang bersamanya. tp aku tau dia seorang flirtious, seorang yg bermanis mulut.

he's a dominant person, in group and in relationship.dia seorang authocrative.

tp tu laa..aku tau im not his type. and he likes lis.

we r like sis-bro who like each companionship.

but yea...2 b frank,he has what i want i a guy. i need someone who is dominant rather than me who controls.

what i can say is..kalau ada jodoh,ada lah.kalau takde, what else can i do.keep searching la.hehehe..

lulus ke?

to be honest, i cant stop praying for my actuarial paper.

im worried.the paper wasnt tht tough IF IT WAS MEANT FOR A LONG SEMESTER!!!

i dunno what was in mr jeffrey's mind. seriously i didnt expect 4 such question.

i was speechless.i dunno wat to expect.im worried..aftr wat i hv gone thru..if i stumble at the end of journey..sedihnya...

aida left to indonesia

aida is like my own sister. she was d one who lent me hands when i fell last semester. when nobody cares to know. when i have no one to turn to. not even my own sister.

Allah tested me to the maximum last semester and really..i cudnt go thru the time without her support. she was persistent to help me. she lent me RM800 to renew road tax though i refused. and i cudnt repay ....until now. hw cud i do tht? i dun hv money. and she knws that.

n yes, i manja dgn dia. im concern. im worried abt her health as she also has severe migraine.

and for that reasons, i luv her very much. i cried after she told me she wud going back to indonesia to do her articleship. and indeed im crying while i write this.

yesterday, we drove her to kl sentral after exam. i knw she wanted to cry when she hugged me. and i cant rmmbr well hw many times i cried last nite and nites before.

i luv her very much. i thank her for so many reasons. i owe her my success (passed sem 2) ...i owe her money...and i owe her my sanity!

tq so much sis..for everything. she shows me the real frenship. sisterhood.something tht i dun get from others. well, except akak..but of coz she was not there when i need her most during the tough time.

omigod...seriously..im soooo crazy over him.

omigod..his eyes take my breath away. im so certain..it has been long time since i have this kinda feeling.

d feeling where my heart beats fast like he is also thinking abt me at d same time.

he maybe give d look because m his student..but ..i dunno..i feel like everytime our eyes meet, it takes me away.hahahahahahaa...no..serious!!

he's almost perfect. he is 53 but he doesnt look like one. age doesnt catching up on him.

ya allah..deep in my heart, i do wish i hv jodoh with him.i knw i sound bad but i cant stop myself from thinking abt him.

semalam..

semalam teringatkan saat2 makcik adzrul datang umah aku, masa open house ari tu. sedih jugak..

aku tak la kenal elok, cam sgt muka dia. tp mama kenalkan and mula2 ok..tp makcik tu masa nak balik, dia peluk aku..dia ckp..sabar la.dah jodoh takde. dia tnya aku, dah ada pengganti ke tak?

aku buat2 senyum..aku ckp..takde lagi makcik..saya sibuk ngan keje.

......................................memang sedih..elok2 aku dah lupakan adzrul..terus teringat balik.dia dah kawin..aku rasa anak mesti dah 2.

hati ini telah dilukai..kerana dia, hati aku tertutup buat lelaki. susah sekali utk aku terima dan mengizinkan lelaki mengenali aku.

akhirnya..3 years after, im still alone.kesilapan aku?ntah..neither happy or sad with my own decision.

Hati yang Terluka (Lirik)

Kan kucari jalan yang sunyi
Untuk menghindar diri darimu
Kuberjanji di dalam hati
Takkan lagi ku menjumpaimu

Di tengahnya kabut bermandi embun pagi
Dingin membuat hatiku membeku

Kau yang telah membuat luka di hatiku
Kau yang telah membuat janji-janji palsu
Kau yang selama ini aku sayangi
Kau merubah cintaku jadi benci

Di tengahnya kabut bermandi embun pagi
Dingin membuat hatiku membeku
Kau yang telah membuat luka di hatiku
Kau yang telah membuat janji-janji palsu
Kau yang selama ini aku sayangi
Kau merubah cintaku jadi benci

ada ke dia ajak aku dating

adesss...kesian kat dia.dia ajak aku kuar 2,3 kali dah. tp aku buat dono je. siap bagi hint lagi nak bermesra ngan aku. gila laaa..anak ikan tu.budak lagi.

still no sign from Him

ya Allah..pls help me. ikhlas rang me today and informed us about management's decision to take 4 of us as interns.

ya allah..sesungguhnya hanya Engkau yang mengetahui. Bantu lah aku membuat keputusan. bantu lah aku untuk tidak menyesal dikemudian hari. bantu lah aku untuk dpt mmbantu ibu bapa ku. bantu lah aku ya allah..

kenapa tiada petunjuk dari Mu?

ya Allah, dengan rasa rendah diri dan malu, aku memohon petunjuk dariMu. memohon agar diberi jalan,tips utk aku mmbuat pilihan yg tepat. bantu la aku, Ya Allah..aku benar2 didalam kesempitan.
kesempitan dalam mencari sebuah petunjuk. ya Allah..kau permudahkanlah juga rezeki sahabat2 sekuliah ku. bantu la kami untuk menghidupkan industri kewangan islam ini, ya allah. kami yang telah terpilih utk meletakkan segalanya di belakang demi minat dan cita-cita.

ya Allah..bantu la kami. izinkan kami menjadi orang yg berguna di industri ini. bantu lah aku membuat keputusan. aku dah tak mahu melihat ibu bapaku menderita. dan dalam masa aku benar benar ingin menjadi somebody in takaful industry.

sesungguhnya hanya Engkau yang maha Mengetahui.

the day i feel like crying

allahuakbar..

aku betul2 dlm dilema. apa yg harus aku lakukan? berikan aku petunjuk..berikan aku hidayah..aku kesiankan ibu ku..cukup la apa yg sudah dilaluinya..cukup la deritanya.

ya allah..aku ingin lari jauh dari realiti ini. jauh sejauh2nya..kalau boleh, semua ini hanya satu mimpi ngeri.dan bila ku mata esok hari..tiada apa yg perlu ku tangisi. tiada yg perlu ku risaukan.

is it a correct decision?

i went to interview this morning and was offered job right at tht time. d payment is not interesting but i can bet it'll be a great experience 4 me to enjoy and learn. i dunno...when money is the focus, it'll be difficult later. i hv been suffering for one year and half. and shud i stay ..again?

wat a day..

had a looooooooooonnnngggg day last nite. started class at 10 am but i was here since 9 am. and had discussion with him until 9:30pm! and had dinner with him..reached home at 12 noon.

well..yes, i agree that im hepi with him. we teased each other. we laughed. he's a very ambitious person.
we have similarities actually, just notice recently. we both take challenges, finish watever we hv started regardless how long we hv to spend the time. we are individualistic where we hv self focus, we knw wat we want. and wat we want is diffrnt that others.

knowing him and his characters, it's pretty difficult to understand his meanings. what he tried to convey..ke aku yg perasan? hahahahahaha...adessss...gina gina..

hehehe..aku suka la kt dia

aku suka kt dia. dia lecturerku. dia seorang lelaki yg penuh karisma. ada gaya. dan pandai.of coz la pandai kan..ceo.but he's married. happily married? i hope not! hahahahah...jahat kan..

seharian aku duk angau kt dia. camne tu...hmmmmmmm...makin susah la aku nak carik laki...haaaiihhh

takde rezeki kot

rasanya dah bnyk resume aku anta utk articleship ngan keje. satu pun takde reply..sigh..takde rezeki kot..pelik kan..dorang kata kami ni in demand. masalahnya ..berbekalkan cifp ni pun, tak mampu utk menjual diri kami.sigh..

the motherhood that i longed for

my little puteri

sepi?

sepi ke aku?

tanpa dia bernama lelaki, tanpa dia yg bergelar kekasih,suami.
ntah la..aku sepi.aku akui. tp dlm masa yg sama, aku tak berjumpa lagi dgn si dia.
dan hati aku tak terbuka utk lelaki. ntah laaa...

Live: Czech Republic 1-3 Portugal - C.Ronaldo Shot!!

now i realize RONALDO is damn hot!!!! of coz, he has talent and skill.

terima kasih lis

lis, my takaful classmate threw a simple lunch party. she got pd for the subject.

n we r hepi 4 her so..we asked her to pay our lunch. boleh plak macam tu kan? hahahha.. but she's a nice person. a very humble pretty lady.

thank u lis, semoga murah rezeki dan dipanjangkan umur hendaknya.

alhamdullilah..i found her

alhamdullilah..aku jumpa PUTERI. abah did actually, on his way home from surau this morning. i was hepi but she changed. a bit.

My letter @ Berita Harian

click http://www.bharian.com.my/Current_News/BH/Friday/Surat/20080606001229/Article/index_html. my letter about Takaful was published today!

the day i lost my puteri

ya allah, pulangkan puteri ku. aku jaga dia sprt anak ku. jelas lagi hari aku jumpa dia. aku amek dia dlm rumput. comel sgt. she was so tiny. i fed her with warm water. and she fell asleep. peacefully. maybe she was too tired, she only got up the next day. the next day she sucked my finger and i cried! i knw she longed for milk.
so i decided to prepare milk, using the bottle my sis's fren gave her. i used anlene milk. i didnt hv money 2 buy cat's milk. she accepted that without much perangai. i kept her in blanket to keep her warm. few days later, she started to walk around. i cudnt let her roaming around the garage so i kept her in the house. my parents said;" she's a female,she may give birth in future".

i replied;" she's so small, i cant ignore her.she cant take care of herself". so i decided to keep her. n she grew up so fast. she became the cutest kitten i ever have. she is so playful.she brings cheer to the family. d bond later connected btwn mama,abah n her. they call themselves atuk n nenek. hw sweet is that.

puteri is so gorgeous. she played with johny. she plays with almost everything around her. she cant remain idle. i love her with all my heart.
but this morning, she was missing.someone took her. i knw it..i fed her, she drank milk, she walked out..an 5 minutes later she's gone.

im so distraught. im so sad. i really am. i cried since morning until now. i miss her. everyone does. puteri, balik laaa..pulangkan puteriku.puteri is more than a cat to me. she's my soul. she makes and keeps me hepi. she tot im her mummy. she cried in the middle of nite asking for milk and i did for her.

ya allah, bantu la aku. pulangkan la puteriku.

kesian putih

aku tau putih tertekan.

dia makin lama makin berubah. makin mental aku nmpk.

kak ina mintak maaf putih, kak ina terpaksa. kak ina tau putih sedih. umah kita dah takde pasir..takde tanah.umah kita dah kecik.

putih sabar je la ye..

aku marah!!!

" pegi mampus laa"

minyak naik lagi!

giler!!!

pak lah memang giler! jahat! kejam! blardy fucking off..78 sen increase?

r u out of ur mind,pak lah? we r not like u. we dun have tht bg allowance. our pay is small..the inflation is high.

ya allah...tabah kan hati kami semua ya allah..

Poor the poors

seriously, it gives me headache when i think abt how bad the situation will be when the new price of oil will be announced in August. currently, ppl see the sharp increase in rice price. when i did my groccery shopping last week, i was damn surprised to see the price of beras vietnam (rm44 from rm29!!!) for 10kg pack. d one that considered the cheapest beras siam wangi (fragrant thai rice) at the price of rm30 from rm21!!!

and yesterdy, they said the price of processed chicken is also increased. allahuakbar...ya allah..tabahkan lah hati hamba2 mu yang dihimpit masalah kewangan.

Minyak oh Minyak

tak habis2 isu kenaikan harga minyak.

katanya bulan august ni, naik harga minyak 40 sen. datuk shahrir kata, ia akan berlaku selepas penyusunan model subsidi yg diberikan pd rakyat. i like the idea with the interest to help the poors. however, my concern, other than the poors are the average JOEs. those who are the middle income earners. like me. like my sister.my family members. those who earn less than rm4000 per month who live in KL with numbers of dependents; own family + parents+ siblings.

while it is noble to help the poors but this group cannt be overlooked either. the increase, will definitely hit our daily expense. it costs me more than rm200 for monthly groceries. with my monthly scholarship allowance of rm2000, i'll be likely to cut my spending on my own stuff. honestly, i hardly buy shoes and clothes since i pay for house.sigh.

JT oh JT!!

aku malu!!!!!

malunya aku..tadi pegi pasar segar ..beli ikan rebus, ikan cencaru,betik ngan honeydew. semua skali rm11.++.

aku bukak wallet..tgk2 ada rm7!! malunya..rupa2nya td ptg, aku terkuarkan semua duit. tidak!!!!

aku malu..last2..tak beli ikan cencaru. cashier tu tnya, akak ada berapa skrg?
huhuhuhuhuuh...tidak!!! aku kemaluan..

ada apa dengan cakpong?

hahahahaha...kelakar sbb aku selalu ditanya, apa makna cakpong?

aku dah lama guna nick cakpong. rasanya sejak 1999. wait...2000.yup 2000.sbb masa tu, aku sign up utk website xfresh. aku dlm kelas IT.SAD kot. memandangkan lecturer tu sgt membosankan, and to prove it..aku mmg tak ingt nama dia cuma aku tau dia seorang lelaki yg dgn kadar segera bgtau dia dah kawin.muahahahah..tak tau la apa motif dia.

so, dlm2 aku duk pikir nak letak nick apa, aku duk imagine lecturer tu menari. seriously!! tht's how i get the nick. and ..tadaaa..since then, i always use that nick. i think it's catchy and ppl certainly can rmmbr my nick.

so, one day, i try to find 'cakpong' in the net. and to my surprise, there is anther girl, i assume, also use the nick. but she used it in 2006 or so.

honestly, there is no exact meaning of cakpong. caklempong ialah sejenis permainan. cakpong cakpong ialah sejenis (?) bunyi bunyian yg dibuat utk memeriahkan keadaan.

but still, i cant explain to ppl what is the meaning of cakpong. cos i knw there is none.

tht's why i hate watching tv series!!

tonite, i watched UGLY BETTY season 2. and i was blown away with gio-betty r/ship.or frenship. what hv i learnt frm the show actually? a lot. i need to loosen up. look at betty, she is not tht pretty but she has one kind of attitude that makes everyone likes her.

i'm more like monice from friends series. almost.im someone who gives priority on the responsibilities. means, if u hv a hse, it's ur responsibility to cleep it clean. if u take something, put it at the place where u take it.

an organized person who likes cooking. who likes to see my stuff in neat and organised. i find myself in miserable when i knw someone is pengotor.doesnt knw how to be responsible on her/his stuff.

biarkan lah dia, dia yang tak mengerti

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Takaful or Banking

aku dapat offer dari PUBLIC BANK utk articleship tapi kan..
aku dpt kol dari Takaful Ikhlas, dia kata nak interview dalam bulan june or july. lps aku habis short sem la.

camne ye..mana satu aku nak pilih. aku nak berada dlm industri takaful, bersama2 membangunkan industri ini yang sbrnyna ada bnyk peluang utk Muslim society, at large picture.

sighhhh...i dunno..

tp masalahnya, PUBLIC BANK will give me a gud exposure.certainly. and..bleh dpt ke takaful? kang yg dikejar tak dpt, yg di kendong berciciran..

af6 10th konsert - NUBHAN - Ada untuk mu

omigod!!!

he nailed it in the final!
thank u so much nubhan for not disappointing us.. though i only voted him twice.hahahahahah..

AF6 5th Konsert 「Makhluk Tuhan Paling Seksi」 STACY part10/13

Bow to Stacy! she is damn awesome!cayalah stacy..

Dimana mereka?

dimana joni ngan putih? aku carik dorang..tp dorang takde.kesian..makan kt mana.tido kt mana..selamat ke dorang..dorang la bukan sekadar kucing. they are more than cat. more than pet. they are my soul n my life.

Konsert AF6 Minggu Ke-9 - Stacy : Beat It

U go girl! u r extremely great.

Farah Mengapa

I spent more than RM1000 to afundi her..but has slight regret over the money and my stupidity but voting her is not! she never disappointed me during AF2 and even post AF2.

AF2 Linda Nanuwil - Memori

i miss AF2!

AF2 Linda Nanuwil - Leaving On A Jet Plane

she has great voice but..

AF6- Ulasan@Komen@Kutukan utk konsert ke 9

gigihnya nak review af6..sbb? sbb finally konsert yg menarik. tp sbbkan aku ni bukan la terer benor muzik, maka aku komen tahap org biasa la.

solo:
nadia: adesss..asyik meneran je dik.bosan la..baju dia? humang aiii...tahap longkang

toi: baru laa kitorang hargai presence ko kt af.cenggini la baru bagus.takde la rasa nak bagi selipar. aku seriau je takut dia sore dia crack part tinggi tu. nasib baik ok.bukan pengundi tp aku salute smgt dia..tepuk tepuk tepuk...

stanley: loh..kata nak main piano..busuk la ko ni.kalu main kan, ada la benda org nak appreciate.ini mcm tak best je.

riz: ok la..

stacy: caya la lu stacy..gua salute la lu..
nubhan: ko pesal bleh crack tadi? ko kenapa nyanyi sebjik cam penyanyi asal dia..kenapa..kreatif la sket..

duet

toi & stanly : aint that bad. for both, it wasnt that bad.
riz & nadia: ok la ok la..dorang mmg best
stacy & nubhan: hmm..ok..tp not as great as the above couple.

in short..they did great tonite.bravo..clap clap clap..

Inflation and us: From the Laymen Perspective

For laymen, they do not understand what inflation is and why it is so significant to our lives. So what actually inflation?

Inflation in simple term is a decline in the purchasing power of our money. In short, price of goods so that means, u can buy less things with money u have now than before. For instance, i pay my lunch for rm6 (a plate of rice+a spoon of cury beef+ice lemon tea)today where i paid rm4.50 for the same items i had last month.

let me take some facts from utusan ;..: inflation rose to 165,000% in zimbabwe and 14.4.% in Egypt. Yes, to that extent. Malaysia? the PEOPLE said it's around 3-4%,still manageable katanya..walaupun..

the cause? easy..the high oil price leads to increase in daily goods; almost everything. with usd200per barrel (almost),we can see why people are getting depressed now. everyone feels bad when the income remains same but the cost of life shooting up like nobody cares..

going forward, i dun have any expectation for oil price to decline. remain? hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm......

Pathetic? Hell no!

Minutes ago, i ..without any serious intention, did try something. i....................searched them thru yahoo. and to my surprise; one actually joined Geng Online Utusan, with his photo included. Mak sentap NYAHHHH!!! muahahahah.giler hapa letak nama penuh..hahahaha..apa motif beliau itewwww? sigh...damn, it ruined my mood!

another one ..i doubt his name but sounds like one. he is already a leftenan maritim. and he even featured in the star. not really featured la.a story abt a guy who was saved by him. sighhhhhh..u r such a hero..

these guys were someone important to me. important to my life.someone who made my life upside down.someone who made me believe there's no way i will fall in love again. pathetic as it sounds but i dun give damned..

all i care now is how to make money so i can provide my parents big huge house! more money for them.

Cyclone Myanmar 2008

On my bended knees, i pray for His protection for malaysia, free from all disasters. Please let malaysia be a safe place for the people to live

Tsunami 2004

May we learn from the tragedy and May Allah bless us.

An entry dedicated to Doraemon

i watch doraemon since i was in primary schools..if im not mistaken. but what i remember clearly is i cant leave saturdy without watching Doraemon.any activities must be done before or after the show. but there are times that i cant catch up the shows and i feel so sad. yea..to tht extent.

i love doraemon for everything. the cuteness, the features, the attitude, the intelligence, the wittyness, the kindness..

and of coz, i love the frens as well..nobita, sizuka,giant, sinyu (eh..what's d name hah)..and..doralin.

and it's doraemon that i hug everynite!

Voltron Opener

Voltron is sexy! hahahaha..what a pervert.

80s TV shows

ngeh ngeh ngeh..aku downloaded favourite tv shows zaman 80 an dulu..
im so happy to watch again maero attack, bringing me back to my childhood years. trust me..every girls at that year were die to become that girl (which i forgot the name). jumping..summersault..i think the show started around 4pm, if im not mistaken. i would not move from the front seat. i think that how i get my blurry eyes!!..muahahahah...

next is thundercat. actually i watched the show again on tv last year but the feeling is not same. the excitement , the mood , the environment is different. years ago, i was a kid who was believe in that 'power', i believe there was mumra in our life. and i watched without blinking how fast the cheetah (again, i dunno the name) runs. and yes, i wish i can run like her. in my wildest dream of coz. and the talking cat...yea..i also wondered why my cat was soooooo different from him!

come close is gaban. the japanese hero was cool.who else can u find can change himself in 0.005 seconds? i love the songs..did i believe in monster? errrrrrr.....

voltron was my favourite too. the defender of universe katanya...huhuuhuh..it was nice to see how creative one can be.to see 5 of them fighting for universe and humanbeing. nope..i didnt think there was a monster like u can find in voltron. but i like the leader.hehehehhehe..

my final applause goes to smurfs, the small creatures that live in one society and who sing beautifully. as i mentioned, people said i cud find smurfs in grasses. so i did..and ..after few minutes, i was like.."is it really true smurfs live here"..sigh..

both smurfs and voltron will be on screen in near future. am i looking forward for both movies? well..yes. i bet i can feel the excitement and hype as i watched transformers on the screen last year. that was cool.

what can i say..time flies so fast..20 years later, i still can watch the clips, thanks to the technology. it's nice to take some time cruising the old memories..

Doraemon ending song

Sing along...yippa yippa yip pai..hahahahaha

Doraemon opening song- Another version

I feel like crying!!
God..i am so OLD!!

Doraemon oldest opening song

Hahahahaha.im a Doraemon Freak!

My obession towards Doraemon

Every Saturday, i always try to get home before 7:30pm or have dinner after 8pm, just to catch Doraemon at NTV7!
Seriously! I have collections from Doraemon merchandise..pillow,mugs, stickers..almost everything..

Smurfs - OMIGOD.i seriously love this cartoon

when i was kid, people told me that i can find smurfs in the grass..and guess what..i did that!
my obession shows my stupidity..

Thundercats - Lion-O vs Mumm-Ra - Final Battle

Again..i am so excited over my achievement in tracking back my favourite cartoon shows back in 1980s.
I still remember how i wish i can be like cheetah.she's pretty and fast!grrrrr...

Gaban: Aku minat giler siot!

Hahahahaha..omigod...seriously..the wonders of technology..thank u so much for the inventor of this brilliant technology!..hahahhaha..i became emotional.it has been more than 20 years since the last time i heard and watched this series. man..i feel old now..

Moero Attack - 燃えろアタック

Muahahahah..cant believe i can watch this show after 23 years! seriously..almost 23 years!

Yang mana satu yek..

nnti abis peksa..kengkawan baik aku ajak jumpa..yg best..semua serentak..nak jmpa on 18th..
let me start..

ernie: nak dtg umah..jenjalan katanya

wan: dah janji ngan dia nak celebrate besday sbb ari tu besday dia

sara: dia ajak tido kt palace golden of horses..

kwn2 international: ajak keluar..

hamekk...

itu belum kira aku nak gi jmpa anak2 sdara..kemas umah..jumpa sugee (huh?),tgk wayang..mintak keje..i only hv 3 weeks..hopefully lepas la sem ni..insya allah.

What's Happening?

Im speechless actually..watching the disasters happen around the world. Cyclone at Myanmar and now earthquake in China. Ya Allah...seriously,it's scary that made me speechless.

It is really really telling us something, telling us that the world is gonna end soon. telling us that we are the reason behind these.Human chopped off trees..clear up the hills..in the name of development kononnya..

why cant they learnt from things around them? why?

Me and AF (Part 2)

I can say that i am an AF follower..or maybe fan..people always relate af with low mentality,kononnya..but who cares..i choose that as my entertainment..so what..

i mean..yea..it's not healthy 4 ur brain..it doesnt make ur brain works..it doesnt make ur money grow..it's just a rubbish tv show with bunches of kids who tot they can sing and hoping to become the next datuk siti..

but again..it's entertaining to see these kids who try their best (for some)..asking for people's money..i mean..to see hw creative ones can be is a wonderful feeling..ok that's a lie..it's a wonderful feeling when u see someone flopped though u knw that he can sing better..u feel like slapping him..kick his ass..but when they perform well like stacy did in her rendition for "makhluk paling seksi"..i clapped so loud..it was a dropping jaw performance!

by watching AF, it doesnt change me ..it just diverts me frm the real world for awhile..but of coz..it's disheartening to see how our people see singing is the only way to change their life...haaaihhhh...

Me and AF

I cant believe myself..dunno how but i started to like him..his name is nubhan..he has one kinda tone that suits well with indonesian songs..which i like most..

but apart from that..his character that attracts me..he is not prententious..he shows his real feeling..the frustration, the playful part...everything..

never like af student like farah af2 (characteristic that grows and became appealing day by day)

oh nubhan...i knw u r younger than me..but what the heck..

Putih: Kaki Pembuli

Satu ketika dahulu..putih masa tu sihat lagi..so dia selalu buli joni..and ges what..joni has become a bully too!

Hari itu..

ini gambar air longkang besar kt tepi umah aku..hari banjir tersebut...sigh....

The man i admire

He is Malaysia Raja Lawak..King of Comedian...He deserves that..seriously..he is clever..creative..concise (most of the times) in his story telling..he has vast talents to offer for Malaysians..I can remember how beautiful idea he had when he presented his joke on LOVE and Malaysians' bad habit..HAHAHAHAHA..the latter really really hit me on the head..sebijik ..
especially on the part where Malaysian drivers who love to stop and stare...HAHAHAHHAHA...

Nabil..u r such a great talented guy..dun get wasted as it wastes ur life!

tukar gaya hidup katanya..walaupun

dalam krisis makanan skrg...adalah org tu dia nasihatkan kt org ramai supaya ubah gaya hidup katanya..walaupun....

sbnrnya..dia nak nasihatkan kt sapa? kat keluarga yg ada anak kecik 4,5 org yg brpendapatan kurang dr rm1500 sebulan? nak suruh tukar gaya hidup dgn mkn ubi?nak suruh tukar gaya hidup dari naik motor ke jalan kaki?

masalahnya yg mengamalkan gaya hidup brlebihan tu..bukan puak2 ni...itu puak2 yg sanggup makan buffet rm70-80 kat hotel nu...pastu mmbazir makanan..ada berani tegur itu golongan?
dan yg paling penting...ada berani tegur anak2 buah dibawah jagaan mu? a gud leader leads by example..

so kalu mu sendiri tak tukar gaya hidup...then..susah la sket..

ikutlah contoh lim guan eng..beliau mungkin seorang pembangkang..tetapi beliau seorang walk the talk leader...very humble..he was in economy class for godsake! n he is ketua menteri pulau pinang..

malu la sket sapa2 yg masih duk selesa mengamalkan gaya hidup at people expense..

Why blogspot?

i used multiply before but found that it is not convenient to access..it takes like the whole day just to log in..cant blame my internet access though coz blogspot seemed to response promptly.

so..i decided to choose blogspot, hoping and expecting better service..and to my surprise...it is much much better..

menyesal plak tak guna dari awal...

n y do i blog?

hmmm..partly becoz to write something..my view..my opinion..my activities which may not be interesting for some people..
anyhow..this blog is for personal view only..so who cares abt the rules..the so called manners..suka hati aku laa..

I feel heavy!

Darn! i knw i gain weight..sorry,blame it on me...NOT!!!..hey, blame it on my new house..

with smaller space..hw do u expect me to do exercise (read: this is a reason...nt the excuse!)